Russell,

I think you have a lot of questions I already answered in the past seven years. And no sooner than one was answered, the next arrived and so on since what seems forever. You want absolutes and I can't give them to you anymore than Keilis-Borok can. I'm probably overly sensitive because I am a person who dislikes labeling having seem much of it in my youth. I've never been a prejudiced person and yet I feel often I am misunderstood and today though one might be gifted with left field inspiration the connotations of being a psychic are rather negative. I am at a loss to understand how a person might possess a gift in life and have it treated as though it were a plague.

I've said this no less than dozens of times before, but unless anyone sees the preponderance of evidence I've documented for years, they cannot aprise the value of the research program. However, so far, no qualified person has asked to review the material. Even Jack Coles has been of more interest than I. And he says he hears something in white noise from the radio. He places half of California on notice from time to time and it's no big deal when he's wrong. But he's not here, he's over in San Quentin Prison.

Russell, I want you to notice the time stamp on this e-mail when you read it. My clock says 3:20am. I'm living my dream of writing something I think is worthy of sharing. I rarely ever do anything that is just for me, but this I love more than life. I can't give you an hour that takes me away from the realization of my dream. Some people say they don't have time to do one thing or another, but I make time for so many; so just this once be a little understanding. In the past two weeks I've created three web sites, pulled this story together, frustrated myself to death with computer programs that don't work correctly and still recorded every ear tone I've had and worked a full time job as well. And so much more.

You can't just dream your dreams, you have to live your dreams. I'm almost there.

Petra