Nice to have you checking in here, from time to time and I'm glad you extended the window. Whatever it was hitting you last week began hitting me yesterday and I have just felt terrible at times. Almost as if I am going to die at times. And, at such times, I find myself addressing God in "okay, but" terms. He hasn't failed to back it off a bit each time. Very strange conversation we seem to be having.

And my dad urges me not to discuss this with anyone least they think me nuts. But if I don't, I'm sure I will go nuts.

Hang in there now. The road is rough ahead.

Diand