Dear Pat,
take care,don't permit to overmore matters to rise above you.When the matters become too much and you are in crisis to surpassing all,against todo its in a bad way,let try to act as I act: I release everything, I go on sea to angle and after this pause,I can face the matters in a way more efficient.
I can send e-mail, but I find this system too mechanical to exposing feels and spiritual ideas.
I think the postal mail can be a better way in this case.
I have understand the metaphor about river.
It is similar to train passing.
You must know I am standing next this river since a long time and I am well equip to taking all the package pushing by stream.I look inside the package and if it conteins only money,i replace
it again into stream,it'll go to who will like it.
I continue to take package,because I search for "my package",it is apparently vacant,but only apparently,because it'll shall contain many abstract feelings as the friendship for example.Varied times I have throw away my possessions and business for a life to level of man.I am an artist,Pat,I am enough able to start again everytime and everywhere I had like,if I had wish it.I have no money but I feel myself to be a rich man,rich of such things of which "the little poor of Assisi"was. I know very well what I want.
A time ago,a Finnish girl wrote on a wall of a my studio, the words:"Italy is a land of rich people and men". I decided to belonging to last part.
Asking for me to coming out the problem, is as to ask for Chist to abandoning the cross.
Next time i'll speak about "Emotional Art".
I wish you a good evening
Antonio