I have lost many over the years. That does not make it any easier though. What has helped me is to remember that all beings have ties to all other beings in their lives. Those ties are not severed by death of anything else. However your friend pet is now existing, the tie remains, and you and that spirit are ever connected. No matter how many years pass, that love will bind you. cherish that and know that someday when all is one you will pet him again. Untill then, move on and cherich all that IS within your touch, for all is temporary for now,, take full advantage of what you can do now. Best wishes, Cori