Canie-all these rejections actually take a physical toll. I was never on what I would call the "star" track, although I know I am good at what I do and think most of the people who work closely with me share that opinion. But, I could write better (8-10 years ago and before I wrote badly, but so do a lot of other people).

But, there are 3 more proposals out their pending, including the one that I am lead on...Chris